I'm so exhausted.
Between the ex starting up his shit the past week, my husband's hemorrhoid surgery on Friday, and now the youngest girl being sick today, I haven't gotten much sleep.
I also failed my Psychology exam on Thursday and managed to rip my pinky toenail off in my sleep last night. Did I mention I'm also 34 weeks pregnant?
Shoot me....
All of this has made me extremely grateful though. Grateful that this isn't our norm. That one day, whether it be tomorrow or next week, we will get back to normal.
I'm grateful that my oldest girl has been on her best behavior and helping me as much as she can. I'm grateful that even though the baby is sick, this is a rare occurrence for her. She's usually as healthy as a 2 foot tall heathen.
I'm grateful for my husband and how amazing he is. Normally I would have bitten his head off and told him to stop whining by now. But when he came out of recovery, all he wanted was me. All he wanted was to see me and hold my hand. And the last few days, even though I've had to help him do almost everything, he's been so grateful and hasn't hesitated to tell me how much he appreciates me and what I'm doing and how much he loves me. It makes a world of difference. Really.
So even though I feel like I'm losing my sanity today, I know it won't last long and we'll be back on track by the end of the week (hopefully).
And now we have less than 5 weeks left until we meet the newest member of our family. :)
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